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Well, here we are folks. Almost the end of the month. Got a lot of videos to put out on the 5th for all patreon members. Why not come join the fun and see what's up. Got a lot of uncensored shit. And darker shit. HAHAHAHAHAH! Yes. More of that awesome SHIT! Always lookin' to see what more I can bring to the table. Even with my wifi off I have been still able to find a wifi spot. It's the most for now until I can get my service back on. But this will do for now. I see new faces coming along. Yeahhhh....I've been watching hahahahah! And all the old ones well....they just fade away....fade away...oh well....
Always must move forward regardless. Can only do the best I can. At least I'm still here providing. Sometimes I'm like...what the fuck am I doing man...GODDAMN!! But sheeit...it's mostly all now. My main focus. Until something more comes, then this is what I will do. While you have the luxury of hanging out with your little friends well...i'm always getting better. That's all. What more can I say. Enjoy what!? WHAT!???? If I ever will....We shall see...Unless.......HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! FUCKKKKKKKKK! WHATEVER! It's so quiet here. No one to talk to. Oh well. HA! *Stares at the walls* Ooooooo, look at that! SHHUT THE FUCK UP! The voices they won't stop!!! GODDAMN IT!!
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As of right now I won't be uploading jackSHIT!! To youtube. JACKSHIT! Why?? I expect this channel to grow as well as everything else. Posting little comments telling me how good the videos are isn't enough and will never be enough. Comments aren't going to make anything grow. AT ALL!! As many time as I said before...share the videos. share the videos, share the videos. Spread the word. Seems like ya'll forgot about that shit huh...And where are my views...seems like everyone got all high tailed and scurried about. Well fuck you if you wanted to leave just because of demand. Well just like you demand shit like a requested vid then you could see me on my simple demands. You act like I told you to go blow your leg of or something. Go eat a DICK!
Also, I stated in my patreon that I will have a new sub channel. Well, we'll see if it gets any support. You mean to tell me after three years this is the best that is or do. 2k subs ain't shit. Just because you sub doesn't mean that a happy ever after. There's sharing, donating, support, support, support. Then.........MORE SHARING, MORE SUPPORT!!
So you can forget about seeing any more uploads anytime soon. My recent videos ain't got no decent amount of views. Where's the millions bruh, where's the billions bruh?! Fuck outta here with some few hundreds that ain't nothin'. And you can forget about some more shit I had that I was going to experiment with. I'm not experimentin' shit anymore for you. At all. Until I see some change around here, you can fuckin' forget about anymore else being uploaded. BRUH!!
Everyone wanna be a hero, nigga fuck a hero. What this world needs is a villian. And his name is Abysssarian. So get wit it bitch!
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For a while now i've been recieving complaints about muhfuckas not liking or wanting no ads in my videos. Look BRUH, let me tell you all something about those goddamn ADS! Them ads is supposed to assist in ad REVENUE. That's the whole point of this shit! If it weren't for that. Then hell it wouldn't be none bitch! Tired of ads bruh then donate ya fuck tard. To think I could make a living from this whole youtube bullshit. Well, i'm learning everyday that it is quite bleak. I started this to think it would be a chance at an independant source of income but fuck sakes here comes the NO AD trolls. Well, imma post them shits anyways. And spam the hell out of it. SO GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU PIECE OF SHIT! Everyday I get close to closing down everything from this whole fucking channel and what not.
Not enough appreciation or support. Just no names, who could be nothing for all I know. Anybody can make a damn account on youtube. Anybody! So how the fuck can I tell who is truthful or not. NONE! Everyone said yo, you could make some serious money from youtube. Well, i'm not everyone. Seems like everything works for the better for others when it comes to money. Tired of having to let all my talents go to waste at some dead end job just to get fired for my "behavior" or the way I act. Bitch, I've been this way all my life. The fuck. So it's like you gotta conform to society just to survive. How about I make my own society then. I'm not conforming to all this bullshit around me. I could care less about being "apart" of it goddamn it!
So no, the ads stay you punk ass sons of bitches, it STAYYYYYYYYY$ BIOTCH!!
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I laugh when some say they know what being lonely is all about. Yeah, sure...sure you do. You think because you spend five minutes or 24 hours without anyone around you makes you truly lonely. You don't know SHIT about being alone. Fuck, Imagine that ten fucking fold when 365 days a year no one gives a fuck or you never even hear from anyone other than ONE person in your life. I don't have five. Or hell two people that call me or text me. Hell, I don't even have service on my cellphone damnit! The fuck I need a damn cell phone for if I don't have anyone to even give a fuck or damn to text me. Is it my goddamn looks. I Look intimidating but goddamn. Thought women was into that!
But fuck women, I've had enough of there shit too. Don't get me wrong I won't single out men either. Fuck them too. I have mu issues with them as well. But fuck! Every damn person I know expect me to suck up to them or chase their ass. I don't chase shit. You respond I respond as simple as that. And if I even feel you deserve a few more then so be it! But damn, I feel that I am nice, too nice. Maybe it's all in my fucking head. maybe I am not nice. You won't know until we talk or not. Maybe! Shit. For fuck sakes. There needs to be some change in this goddamn world. Let's have some goddamn robots or some shit who GIVE A FUCK. Or at least programmed to. Hell as loong as it looks organic who the fuck cares. I don't care about somethign that is built to function as human as long as it looks human. That's all that matters to me. AS long as the damn thing LOOKS human. And functions as one. Hell, humans are programmed from day one. So what's the damn difference. Just because we have emotion, or this one that I hear from all the DAMN Religious Sacks...FREE WILL. SHit! Free will my ass. If there was so much freewill in the world then why every damn time I look. We do the same shit over and over. What choice. We go by what feels right. We always do.
Niggas always be like, get out your comfort zone. Nigga you be in your comfort zone 24/7. So don't tell me about no goddamn comfort zone. Fuck outta here bruh. Comfort zone. Don't make me laugh muhfucka!
Is to fucking get BETTER! That's it. I see now. That's all I have ever been doing. Instead of following along with other "Youtubers" or anyone in general. See I have always been a leader. And I despise following shit! Hence, why I hate religion so much as well as sports is because. EVERYONE, fucking likes it. And...I hate that shit! I want something that no one likes, no one even knows about, no one would even touch. See that's my kind of shit! Where you come up with all this awesome shit and they see what you're doing and be like...YO, where you get that shit from B. I want Something like that, or, I wish I could do that! We have enough athletes in the world. We have enough military in the world. Everyone wants to be "apart" of something "BIG" naw G fuck that shit! I don't wanna be apart of shit but my own fuckin' shit!
I've always been a different muhfucka, so why now even try to stoop down a level or two over some bullshit. The hell with that. If I wanted to "join" shit I would have done so many years ago. And naw that's not changing. See never let the world change you. what's weak will change into anything just to be weak. Or "apart" hell naw, apart yo ass!
I'been working on my skill set to deliver and deliver again and again for some damn youtube videos. And it's tiring now. Ain't shit come from it other than some more bullshit! And now with the whole fucking so called "ad crisis" ain't shit poppin' over here but damn, damn. HA, that's all. But see, that's where the true ones come in. See I could just say fuck this all to hell and never make another GODDAMN VIDEO! FUCK IT, I'm OUT!! Like I seriously sometimes want to, like fuck it all goddamn it! But, I ain't got much else but to make "something."
Because i'm different I don't meet "normal" standards. But I say, the fuck with normal standards. It can all burn in hell. I'm an advocate for change. I bring change wherever I go. And when I leave that bitch she had blonde hair. Now she got black ass hair. HAHAH, That's how it is round chyea! B, And it ain't no damn deal not done that Ain't done!
Yo, I'm out.........to be continued.....
Seriously, it's been hella quiet around here lately. And sometimes I wonder...what the fuck am I doing this for. I've met a few people/spirits along the way. But now, it seems like everything is at a stand still. All these posers wanna do is run and find somebody who will take them up and pat them on the back for the bullshit they are feeding. Well, I am not one of them. Tired of these fake ass wanna be friends. Who come out the blue and wanna strike some kind of conversation. And for what, you never hear from these fucks ever again. Like what is the fucking point! Better off talking to my sweet ol' girlfriend who is a DOLL! Like literally she is a DOLL! Cost me a pretty penny but still, all worth it.
I use to spend hundreds to buy every new game, so why not buy the next big thing a girlfriend, A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!! I'm not a fucking idiot who will pay lots of money for a sorry fucking low life slut who is diseased from the floor up and tore up. Naw, fuck that shit B! I'm better off following my consciousness, my third eye, my intuition. And move on to the next level in human advancement. or should I say non human. Transhumanism. For fuck sakes, everywhere I see, no one has humanity in them anymore. So why even fuck around with these fucks when they can't provide one simple thing. Willingness. Warmth, whatever you want to call the shit. See, that's what I'm looking for...well...was, before I done lost patience with this damn human race. I'm fed up with even trying. Like what the fuck.
I reach out, and reach out...and for fucking what. For damn nothing. Nothing but emptiness damnit!
Where do we go from here is the meat of this discussion. The past can be the past. However, History repeats itself to a certain degree....unless. There is change...However, there is only so much one can do before he/she just say fuck it. And throw it all a way. What the fuck is the point in living when you share nothing with anyone. No one wants to even discuss or take me on my word. They just run in fear or just aren't interested at all. But I say fuck them. I'm not going to sit there and waste time in even moving or attempting to hear a word of falsehood from these fools. Just going to go in my own realm and exist among you in complete darkness until someday. Everything ends and I can have the world for myself. *wink* Or should I say, moving on to another place.
Hhhh, nothing....shut up, just shut the fuck up already!!!!
I hate THIS PLACE!
Added the snake with this one, as I felt it was needed. Can't have a Lillith without her snake. For it symbolizes who she is. I could go into detail, but it's not needed. Plenty of articles of that shit elsewhere. NOW! All I have to do now is put the script and dialogue together. Have an intro that I'll be using along with it. Made from scratch. Pretty much everything in this project has been made from scratch except......Lillith herself. Her body is from a previous project made in an app. To save time I figured to go ahead and use that body. Instead of wasting time and building another one. That's why it's always good to keep stock around just in case. Since there is always request to do and other videos to make.
But yeah, that's mostly it for now. Look forward to more videos in the near future. The Abysssarian is always around even when you are not looking...
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For us, creating content is a way of life for now until other opportunity comes in the near future. For most, we know the ones who have been around for the longest. They know who they are, and so do we. We want to see more new faces. More familiars. More hearts and minds that are into these kind of things. Those who lurk in the dark. Those who live by their uncanny ways. We want NEW energy. What you see on the norm, the television, the regular. Well, someday our content shall be in the mainstream. Once we reach every person such as you and the like. Who understands, who want to understand what it means to be an Abysssarian. The agenda couldn't be so much more clear as of now. For we continue to grow & grow until we dominate all what is an outlet and beyond.
I remember back in 2009 when it all started. A smaller channel but, making content was something that reached out to me. ANd I began to reach out to it. Feeling it more and more. Learning more and more. Understanding more and more. Of what there was to be. An Abysssarian was later to come down the road. On my third attempt at creating content. I learned from the past mistakes and saw the flaws in my ways to become a better creator. And I continued to strive for even more. All that I acquire is in order to increase the magnitude and be better amongst the rest. Going beyond just audio. Going beyond just visual. Piercing and gazing right into that third eye of yours. Piercing that soul, that heart in that it craves for more and more. Well, that is how I feel after every upload. I just want to see more and more, hear, more and more, feel, more and more. Until the legend remains forever in the hearts of trillions. Even those that are unknown. Those hidden amongst all. Behind, underneath, everywhere. So JOIN us in infinity. This is just the beginning. You do your part. We will do ours. And in harmony shall TheAbysssarian spread. And move to newer heights. Even greater than the internet itself.
Ghoul School NES ! @_0 Stage R
The halls were like endless tunnels. You would walk and walk and never really find where to go. Unless you had a strategy guide or played the game a few dozen times. I myself just remembered a sequence of which rooms to go in and where to find each weapon. Just memorized it first hand. Until I discovered videos on youtube that showed where to go and how to complete the game. I always wondered If anyone completed this game before. And so, I found numerous people complete the game. Speed runs. 100 % completions run. In order to gain all the knowledge of where to find everything and where to go.
........To be continued.......