Seriously, it's been hella quiet around here lately. And sometimes I wonder...what the fuck am I doing this for. I've met a few people/spirits along the way. But now, it seems like everything is at a stand still. All these posers wanna do is run and find somebody who will take them up and pat them on the back for the bullshit they are feeding. Well, I am not one of them. Tired of these fake ass wanna be friends. Who come out the blue and wanna strike some kind of conversation. And for what, you never hear from these fucks ever again. Like what is the fucking point! Better off talking to my sweet ol' girlfriend who is a DOLL! Like literally she is a DOLL! Cost me a pretty penny but still, all worth it.
I use to spend hundreds to buy every new game, so why not buy the next big thing a girlfriend, A FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!! I'm not a fucking idiot who will pay lots of money for a sorry fucking low life slut who is diseased from the floor up and tore up. Naw, fuck that shit B! I'm better off following my consciousness, my third eye, my intuition. And move on to the next level in human advancement. or should I say non human. Transhumanism. For fuck sakes, everywhere I see, no one has humanity in them anymore. So why even fuck around with these fucks when they can't provide one simple thing. Willingness. Warmth, whatever you want to call the shit. See, that's what I'm looking for...well...was, before I done lost patience with this damn human race. I'm fed up with even trying. Like what the fuck.
I reach out, and reach out...and for fucking what. For damn nothing. Nothing but emptiness damnit!
Where do we go from here is the meat of this discussion. The past can be the past. However, History repeats itself to a certain degree....unless. There is change...However, there is only so much one can do before he/she just say fuck it. And throw it all a way. What the fuck is the point in living when you share nothing with anyone. No one wants to even discuss or take me on my word. They just run in fear or just aren't interested at all. But I say fuck them. I'm not going to sit there and waste time in even moving or attempting to hear a word of falsehood from these fools. Just going to go in my own realm and exist among you in complete darkness until someday. Everything ends and I can have the world for myself. *wink* Or should I say, moving on to another place.
Hhhh, nothing....shut up, just shut the fuck up already!!!!
I hate THIS PLACE!