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I laugh when some say they know what being lonely is all about. Yeah, sure...sure you do. You think because you spend five minutes or 24 hours without anyone around you makes you truly lonely. You don't know SHIT about being alone. Fuck, Imagine that ten fucking fold when 365 days a year no one gives a fuck or you never even hear from anyone other than ONE person in your life. I don't have five. Or hell two people that call me or text me. Hell, I don't even have service on my cellphone damnit! The fuck I need a damn cell phone for if I don't have anyone to even give a fuck or damn to text me. Is it my goddamn looks. I Look intimidating but goddamn. Thought women was into that!
But fuck women, I've had enough of there shit too. Don't get me wrong I won't single out men either. Fuck them too. I have mu issues with them as well. But fuck! Every damn person I know expect me to suck up to them or chase their ass. I don't chase shit. You respond I respond as simple as that. And if I even feel you deserve a few more then so be it! But damn, I feel that I am nice, too nice. Maybe it's all in my fucking head. maybe I am not nice. You won't know until we talk or not. Maybe! Shit. For fuck sakes. There needs to be some change in this goddamn world. Let's have some goddamn robots or some shit who GIVE A FUCK. Or at least programmed to. Hell as loong as it looks organic who the fuck cares. I don't care about somethign that is built to function as human as long as it looks human. That's all that matters to me. AS long as the damn thing LOOKS human. And functions as one. Hell, humans are programmed from day one. So what's the damn difference. Just because we have emotion, or this one that I hear from all the DAMN Religious Sacks...FREE WILL. SHit! Free will my ass. If there was so much freewill in the world then why every damn time I look. We do the same shit over and over. What choice. We go by what feels right. We always do.
Niggas always be like, get out your comfort zone. Nigga you be in your comfort zone 24/7. So don't tell me about no goddamn comfort zone. Fuck outta here bruh. Comfort zone. Don't make me laugh muhfucka!